Restless

Posted by jen | Posted in Leadership, Life | Posted on 15-08-2011

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According to the dictionary, restless is defined: characterized by or showing inability to remain at rest;unquiet or uneasy, as a person,the mind, or the heart. never at rest; perpetually agitated or in motion

Being restless can be a symptom of something going on inside. When I am restless, my patience is usually the first thing to go. The old adage, “It’s not you, it’s me” must have come from a person who was restless. I have overreacted at times when I have been in a restless state because I’m on edge and frustrated. I am learning to ask God where he is poking at in my life instead of living agitated.

Being restless can cause me to start a project prematurely or volunteer for something instead of asking God the reason for my restlessness. If God is truly all knowing and all powerful then why would I trust myself with my future or my decisions? Why would I begin something out of frustration or leave something because I am agitated?

Psalm 1:1&2

Blessed is the man (or woman in my case) who walks not in the counsel of the wicked, nor stands in the way of sinners, nor sits in the seat of scoffers; but his delight is in the law of the Lord and on his law he meditates day and night.

The word law in verse 2 means instruction. It is important for me to seek out the instruction of God through wise counsel, through his guide book, the Bible , and spending time alone with him in prayer. Being restless may provoke me to do something, but  I may find it’s not now.

If someone you know is a little more agitated than normal pray for them. God may be trying to show them something.

 

Purpose or Performance

Posted by jen | Posted in Leadership, Life | Posted on 05-07-2011

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Have you ever asked yourself:

  • Why am I doing this?
  • Who am I doing this for?

There have been times in my life when I was so concerned with others thoughts of me, I was paralyzed. I was making decisions based on what I thought others wanted me to do, not on God’s plan and purpose for me. I am not a pawn to be moved around because I am scared to be me. God created me with all of my uniqueness, and he didn’t ask me to be someone else.

Jesus Christ gave his life and took my place. He exchanged all of my sin and shame for his grace when he went to the cross, died, and rose again. He is the only one who really matters. If I am doing and being who he has created me to be, then I am following my purpose.

I wasn’t placed on earth to perform for those around me. I know I might be entertaining by some of the funny things I do, but my purpose isn’t to perform for others.